In which I try to vent my frustration

I'm feeling violent still. I thought that maybe if a few days went by after I read his letter, I might calm down. But every time I think about what he said that she told him, I feel incredibly violent.

A little back story? Just a little...

My brother started seeing this girl from a different town a while back. (I wanna say it was the year after he graduated, but I can't remember for sure.) They fucked each other up. Jesse was a fucking ass and she was a flaming bitch and eventually they broke up. Well, they got back together. Kinda. I'm not sure if they were official or just trying to see what would happen or what, but the two of them were spending time together and sorta acting like they were together. They break up again and get back to doing whatever. Lather, Rinse, Repeat. Then this other dude comes into the picture that she and Jesse both know. He knows this dude through her and, apparently, she used to date said dude. That becomes a point of tension for Jesse and he asked her to stop talking to the guy. She doesn't want to and tells Jesse that and they fight about it and eventually she just starts lying to Jesse about seeing the guy. Jesse talks to this chick's friend and she tells him that the other dude has won the girl.

So, in the letter I got from my brother, he tells me that she had the balls to call him the night before he left for the ARMY. He answers the phone and they start talking. She tells him that there was a reason that she had her friend tell Jesse that she got back with the one dude. SHe said it wasn't cuzz she was actually with him. It seems that she was 2 months pregnant and she thought it would be easier for HER to have Jesse think that she was with someone else so she could have an abortion.

You might think that that situation is what I'm pissed about. You'd be wrong. What I'm pissed about is that she pulled this shit out the NIGHT BEFORE HE WAS LEAVING. That and the fact that I'm willing to bet my car that the bitch is lying about the whole thing.

See, this wouldn't be the first time that she's lied to Jesse about something major. She seems to like to do this when she hasn't talked to Jesse or when she knows that there's something major going on in Jesse's life. Like, when our great grandfather died, she called him the day of the funeral and said that she was having some kind of major meltdown and wanted Jesse to go be with her instead of going to the funeral. From what I understand, he went to see her after, but she was a little pissed that he didn't just blow off his family to rescue her from whatever bullshit she made up. (I can't remember exactly what it was she told him now or else I would elaborate a bit.)

I'm not sure exactly how Jesse is feeling about the whole thing cuzz I know he doesn't want to worry me. I KNOW he's upset and I'm positive that he'll never let on just how upset he is. Jesse loves kids and I know that if he knew she were pregnant, he'd have tried to do whatever he could for her and that baby.

Just for the record, I'm not upset that she went ahead with an abortion (if she were ever really pregnant, which I 100% doubt). I'm upset cuzz she used that to hurt my brother. SHe's a manipulative, crazy little bitch and if she ever sees me walking toward her, she better turn the fuck around and run.

In other news, we got Guitar Hero 3 this weekend and it's sucking my will to live. The boy and I played damned near all day today and I'm fixing to get it out to play when I get off here. I'm actually pretty good. Well, on the easy setting anyway. LOL